1 post from 2006

...and so rages another battle within my mind;
one in which the final outcome is clear yet i am still confusingly torn between what is and what has been.
the demon that exists within both of our insubstantial minds is in full force-
rearing its head teeth, baring its teeth and laughing at the puppet i feel i have become...
blissfully venturing down a one-way path towards you, even from the first step, fully aware that there would be no turning back.
secretly wanting to be swept away into eternity
where time has no meaning and we transcend all.
my troubles are all a game created by this unwanted curse-
yet, i consciously and hatefully continue to play along.
all i yearn is to be succumb by our one infinitive moment forever.
it is only a matter of time...

time that never existed in the first place...

* funny how something i wrote over 2 years ago can still have meaning and be applied to my life...